I hate when I get a case of the whys. It’s hard to feel it before it comes on, you find yourself in this place of complete absence.
Numbness because the physical pain has become almost unbearable. You push but then it starts to invade your thoughts, your push becomes inundated with thoughts of why.
It becomes harder and harder to feel like you can go on, never mind the idea that you have to go on. All of it becomes difficult, simply existing becomes difficult.
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