I believe that rock bottom can become the best place to rebuild from foundations up and that’s what I did. In 2016, at the age of 23, I was hospitalised I was suspected to have Bi-Polar II, BPD and PTSD, I still haven't received a confirmed diagnosis.
After weeks of unsuccessful medication trails I was deemed as treatment resistant, at this point I was so scared of myself and my suicidal thoughts and after two attempts on my life I agreed to receive Electro-Convulsive Therapy.
I felt like I was unable to be saved and that I couldn't communicate enough to be helped. Truthfully I didn't want to die, I was just so exhausted I didn't want to feel the pain anymore.Read more on mind.org.uk