Why is surrender so goddamn hard? I think to myself as I am supposed to be in Vapasana (legs up the wall). My fertility luteal phase (check) YouTube video is running in the background while I take my WFH lunch break and try to get in the zone.
I re-center myself. Surrender … surrender … surrender … With my legs up the wall, I do exactly the opposite of what my OM-ing brain is supposed to be doing.
I start down a rabbit hole. I wonder, is enough oxygenated blood being drained down my legs into my reproductive organs? I wonder, how many more times do I have to do this?Read more on themighty.com