About Russell:I’m a small business owner that found solace in making soap – telling guys truthfully that I used it as a coping mechanism instead of dealing with my brother’s death, and now I quite literally have my own soap box in Davenport, Iowa – alliedbarber.com.It was in May of 2018.
I had gotten to the point that I had a plan for ending my life. Knowing that I didn’t really want to – but feeling that everyone would be better off.In 2010 I survived a suicide attempt.
I laid paralyzed on the floor of my kitchen in my small apartment watching the world fade away. I wanted to die. I pumped my body full of drugs and alcohol and just faded into the black.Read more on headsupguys.org