I am still grieving the old me. I am grieving the spectacular being I used to be physically, mentally and emotionally, and it seems like within the last four years my entire world has been completely turned upside down.
I miss being able to accountable to my job, colleagues and work ethic. I used to be able to do whatever I wanted before being chronically ill and within the four years have seen my mental, physical and emotional health deteriorate.
I used to be filled with so much anger and rage and then it slowly turned to self pity and sadness. It felt like everything in my life that I worked so hard to accomplish was being ripped from under me.
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