Things have gotten bad again. My command hallucinations are out of control, and I’m finding it extremely difficult not to listen to them.
I want to kill myself. This morning I woke up next to my partner, knowing he has a busy day at school ahead of him. I know he’s been worried about me, but it’s been hard to communicate with him.
I don’t know how to explain what I’m experiencing or feeling. Do I even know what I’m feeling? I’m lying in bed trying to sort this out for myself, and he wakes up.
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