“Why would I want to discover myself when I hated who I was and didn’t want to see what I’d later become?”Subsequently, growing up, I shied away from finding myself.
Why would I want to discover myself when I hated who I was and didn’t want to see what I’d later become? All I saw myself as was a tragedy.Who would want to accept that?It was a vicious cycle.
I felt low because I couldn’t do so much, but if I ever tried to do something and failed, I would punish myself until I felt lower than before I began to try.So stopped trying in life by the time I was in my early teens.Ironically, feeling worthless effectively made me worthless.
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