In my struggle with borderline personality disorder (BPD), I often find myself completely unaware of how I’m feeling. By this I mean there is a persistent void of emptiness within me that makes fulfillment and coming to peace with myself nearly impossible.
Most days I struggle with feeling like I’m going through the motions of my life—as if I am a physical form who does what I need to do to get throughout the day.
I distract myself with activities that bring me a fleeting sense of peace or happiness and try to connect with my ever-shifting self image in the best ways I can.
Read more on themighty.com