Isn’t it a strange feeling? When you know how you should feel, but you can’t make yourself feel that way. The feelings of guilt because you can’t do what you really want to do, but you can’t stop them from arising.
Or the feeling of sadness for missing out on what you know you couldn’t have been doing anyway because it would have left you with so much physical pain for days to come.
Or the feeling of anger at a disease that sometimes seems invisible to everyone else, even though you know that nothing — especially anger — will ease the suffering.
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